Pornography changes the attitudes and lifestyles of those who consume it, no matter how old a person is.
It was hard to turn down the money since I didn't have a job, but I didn't want to exploit my notoriety because I knew the way I'd been living was wrong.
I've had to recover not only from a single well-publicized incident, but several years of press aftermath.
So on May 1, 1987, at Gary's invitation, I agreed to see him one last time - to confront him face-to-face about his sincerity and with the intention of ending our brief relationship.