I was one of the many horses pulling the wagon and couldn't escape left or right because of the will of the driver.
We shall meet again. I have believed in God. I obeyed the laws of war and was loyal to my flag.
Now that I look back, I realize that a life predicated on being obedient and taking orders is a very comfortable life indeed. Living in such a way reduces to a minimum one's need to think.
To sum it all up, I must say that I regret nothing.